Listen, we need to talk. I think we should break up. I don’t like the way you’ve been acting lately. The mood swings are out of hand. One day we’re getting along and having so much fun together. It’s sunny and warm outside, and I’m enjoying you like a carefree butterfly. The next day we’re arguing and you’re acting icy cold toward me. On those days you never want to talk to me, you just ice me out. I mean come on; it’s April. Those days when we get along, I’m reminded of how much I love you when you’re in a good mood. I’m also reminded of why I fell in love with you, my sunshine. I thought you would be in a better mood by now and feeling more springy. By now, I figured you would be out of your seasonal depression and feeling brighter.
I’ve tried being patient; I’ve tried to understand, but honestly, I’m just exhausted. It’s like I’m dating someone who can’t make up their mind and indecisiveness is the worst trait in a partner. I remember last week when we were enjoying the 70- degree day. I was rocking my new shades, and soaking up some vitamin D. I had this feeling I hadn’t felt in months. It felt like a fresh start for us. You were on cloud nine and glowing. I loved seeing you like that. It was the happiest we’ve been together in a long time. We even went on a drive with the windows down and music blasting. We were singing along at the top of our lungs. That was the best we’ve felt together in so long. I thought you were finally maturing and becoming athe better version of yourself.
Right when I thought your cold heart was melting, it froze back up again. Only two days later I looked outside, and it was snowing. I remember wondering if I had done something to upset you, but nothing came to mind. You just hit another ice patch and decided to forget about the wonderful day we had before. It was like nothing from the other day had happened and you were back to your old self. You were distant and ignored me. I tried asking you what was wrong, but you iced me out. So, I’m over it. I can’t do this anymore. You make me feel lonely and sad all of the time. I’ve started to give up on us. I can’t be with you anymore if you don’t change the way you have been acting.
I hope you will be in a better mood soon, but when you are, I won’t be there waiting for you. You need to be on your own for a while and figure out who you are. I cannot keep putting in all the work in this relationship. I need you to start being that sunny, warm person I know you are. I need stability and consistency in my life. You have shown time and time again that you can’t give me that. I can’t keep walking on eggshells wondering what mood you’re going to be in each day. I deserve better than the emotional rollercoaster that you are. So, weather, if you are reading this: it’s over. I’m done trying to figure you out and make this work. It’s not me, it’s you.
