AP test season reflection
May 17, 2021
For most students, the end of the school year is a cocktail of conflicting emotions mostly consisting of stress and relief. However, students involved in AP courses get a taste of this before the others. AP testing starts roughly three and a half weeks before the conclusion of the school year, so these students get the luxury of enjoying this time off from school work. As a student who got to take his first real AP tests this year, I have had first-hand experience with this terribly wonderful time of year. I have also noticed that there have been some common trends throughout the preparation and finalization of my AP tests. This process has been divided into these five stages:
- Stressed over too much or too hard of a review:
Teachers typically assign what I would consider a necessary amount of work for review, but with other classes going on too, it gets to feel like a lot. On top of that, the reviews are often very challenging in order to prepare students for a difficult exam, but at times it made me feel like I was underprepared. - Studying and eventually feeling ready:
All of a sudden, during some last-minute cramming for the AP Physics exam, I felt like I was ready for whatever the test could throw at me, and just like that all my anxiety turned into excitement. - Nervous again:
Waiting outside the testing room brought back all the nerves that I thought had disappeared the night before. Thoughts of panic filled my mind as I worried about the difficulty of the questions and/or prompts. - Realizing the test is not as bad as I thought:
After starting the test, I realized my irrational fear of overly complicated questions was just that: irrational. I ran into the occasional difficult question, but they never matched my previous expectations. - Pure relief:
Few feelings beat that of hearing the proctor say “you are dismissed” after a marathon of testing, and more significantly, a whole year of hard work. These words remind me that I have nothing else to worry about whenever I step back into that class for the rest of the year.